Nicholas Hamilton’s “Spins”: An Intimate Love Story Unveiled During Pride Month
Actor and musician Nicholas Hamilton, widely recognized for his captivating performances on screen, is now melting hearts with his deeply personal new single, “Spins.” This heartfelt track is a tender ode to his boyfriend, Jackson, and the beautiful love story that has blossomed between them. Released strategically during Pride Month, “Spins” carries an added layer of significance, celebrating queer love and authenticity. HollywoodLife had the exclusive opportunity to speak with Nicholas, delving into the emotional journey behind capturing his profound affection for Jackson in song and the profound resonance of releasing it during such a pivotal time for the LGBTQ+ community.
The Genesis of a Love Song: From Second Date to Soulful Melody
The inspiration for “Spins” struck Nicholas Hamilton almost immediately after his second date with Jackson last year. It was a moment of profound connection and burgeoning affection that he felt compelled to capture, not in a text message, but in the most expressive way he knew: through music. “I wanted to chart down my thoughts into a song so I didn’t text him that I already loved him,” Nicholas revealed, highlighting the immediate and overwhelming nature of his feelings. This decision to channel his emotions into songwriting rather than a casual text speaks volumes about the depth of his connection and his innate artistic instinct.
The creation process of “Spins” was an exercise in vulnerability and patience. Nicholas kept the song to himself for about a year after recording it, allowing the emotions to mature alongside their relationship. Eventually, he shared the deeply personal track with Jackson. Recalling the experience, Nicholas noted, “It was raw even then. It’s always a bit of a trip showing someone that you’ve written a song about.” This moment, filled with anticipation and a touch of nervousness, underscores the courage it takes for an artist to lay bare their heart, especially to the very person who inspired the work. Jackson’s reception, though not explicitly detailed, must have been incredibly moving, solidifying the song’s place as a testament to their unique bond.
An Extremely Emotional Creative Process: Music as Therapy
The recording sessions for “Spins” were far from ordinary for Nicholas Hamilton; they were an “extremely emotional” experience. He described his upcoming EP, *Fate*, which includes “Spins,” as being “rooted in that” raw emotional honesty. “It’s me as an open book, fully just therapizing everything,” he explained. This candid approach to songwriting serves as a powerful therapeutic outlet for Nicholas, allowing him to process and articulate complex feelings that he might otherwise keep guarded.
He drew a compelling parallel to “Alone,” the first single from the EP, which explored his feelings of independence and contentment with solitude before moving to New York. “Even ‘Alone,’ the first single, was about me moving to New York and how I’ve felt happy being alone my entire life and independent. As soon as I moved to New York, I wanted to just be around people and have someone to share my life with. That was such a new feeling for me,” he elaborated. This transition from fiercely independent to yearning for companionship highlights a significant personal evolution, with “Spins” representing the beautiful culmination of that journey—finding profound connection. For an actor who often finds himself “behind all the walls and barriers” and “emotionally guarded,” songwriting offers a unique freedom. “Being able to write it out and have people listen to it on their own is a lot easier for me than to just tell them how I feel,” Nicholas confessed, emphasizing the transformative and healing power of his music.
“A Full Circle Moment”: Celebrating Love During Pride Month
Releasing “Spins” during Pride Month holds profound significance for the talented It star. Nicholas reflected on the experience as a “full circle moment,” recalling his participation in last year’s Pride Month celebrations in New York with Jackson. “We were on The Trevor Project float in the parade. Just experiencing that and feeling a part of the community is incredible in and of itself,” he shared. The sense of belonging and solidarity within the LGBTQ+ community clearly left a lasting impression, making the timing of his song’s release even more impactful.
To openly share such a personal narrative of queer love during a month dedicated to LGBTQ+ visibility and celebration is a powerful statement. “To tell one of my gayest stories during gay month is pretty alright. It’s a cool feeling,” Nicholas remarked with genuine excitement. This act of vulnerability and advocacy through art contributes to broader representation and validation for countless individuals. Nicholas and Jackson’s commitment to the community remains strong, as they plan to return to New York this year to participate in the parade once again with The Trevor Project, further solidifying their support for an organization dedicated to suicide prevention and crisis intervention among LGBTQ+ youth. Their public presence and authentic embrace of their relationship serve as a beacon of hope and acceptance.
A Universal Message: Love Beyond Gender and the Privilege of Expression
While “Spins” is a deeply personal love song, its message resonates universally, transcending specific identities. Nicholas Hamilton is acutely aware of the privilege he holds in being able to release such a track openly and without fear. “It’s not lost on us the privilege that I have to be able to release this song,” the Australian actor thoughtfully told HollywoodLife. He emphasized the core truth: “It is just a love song. It doesn’t matter about the gender that we are.” This simple yet powerful declaration underlines the song’s intrinsic message: love, in its purest form, knows no boundaries.
Nicholas further acknowledged the varying degrees of acceptance for LGBTQ+ relationships around the world, and even within different parts of the United States. “I am aware that there are other places in the world, even in the States, and other people that have different ways of living than we do that wouldn’t be alright with it,” he stated. This recognition highlights the ongoing struggle for LGBTQ+ rights and acceptance globally. However, he expressed gratitude for the environment he currently inhabits: “But I think we live in a very nice time and a very nice place in New York to be able to just be ourselves and feel free to be able to shout my love for him from every rooftop I can find and not feel like I’m afraid to do that.” This powerful sentiment of freedom and unapologetic celebration of love serves as an inspiration, advocating for a world where everyone can express their affection openly and without fear.
Harmonizing Passions: Balancing Acting and Music
Nicholas Hamilton has gracefully balanced his burgeoning music career with his established acting career for several years, demonstrating a versatile artistic spirit. His musical journey began early in life. “I started writing songs when I was 18 just before I moved out to LA from Australia. I’ve been fairly musical my entire life,” he explained. His roots in music run deep, starting with the drums at a very young age. “I was playing drums from the age of 4 to the age of 14 when I started getting into acting.” This early immersion in rhythm and melody clearly shaped his artistic sensibilities. He even showcased his drumming skills in one of his earliest films, *Captain Fantastic*, proving how intrinsically linked his passions have always been.
The transition from drums to acting, and then eventually songwriting, wasn’t a departure but an expansion of his creative expression. “It’s just given me a bit of rhythm and a bit of groove in being able to understand music and just listen to it a lot. It was always in my family, so it’s been rooted in my life for forever,” he reflected. This rich musical foundation undoubtedly informs his acting, providing a unique understanding of cadence and emotional timing, while his acting experience likely imbues his songwriting with narrative depth and character. This fall, fans can anticipate the release of his second EP, *Fate*, promising more of his candid and emotionally resonant work, further cementing his place as a compelling singer-songwriter in addition to his acting prowess.
The Grounding Influence of Jackson: A Real-Life Anchor
This period marks an exciting chapter for Nicholas, both professionally and personally, and he expresses immense gratitude for having Jackson by his side through it all. Jackson recently graduated from college, embarking on his “real-life adult life stuff with getting a job” in the corporate world. Nicholas finds immense value in this contrast to his own high-profile career. “It’s a blessing on my half that I get to be with someone who is in the corporate world, like a regular person,” he told HollywoodLife. This difference provides a crucial sense of grounding and perspective.
Their distinct worlds create a fascinating dynamic where each partner finds excitement in the other’s seemingly mundane experiences. “Someone who might not see their life as exciting, but I couldn’t be more excited to hear about his office job because it’s just so different from what I experience,” Nicholas shared. Similarly, Jackson finds the intricacies of the entertainment industry captivating, aspects that Nicholas himself might find commonplace. “He’s really excited about the stuff that I find quite mundane in the entertainment industry.” This mutual appreciation and shared curiosity for each other’s lives is incredibly vital for Nicholas. “So being able to have that relationship is really key for me and keeps me grounded and keeps me a fairly nice person,” he concluded, looking forward to a “fun summer” together. Jackson serves as a vital anchor, helping Nicholas maintain balance and authenticity amidst the whirl of his creative life.
“Spins” is now available on all major streaming platforms, inviting listeners to immerse themselves in Nicholas Hamilton’s heartfelt narrative of love, vulnerability, and self-discovery. It’s more than just a song; it’s an open invitation to celebrate love in all its forms, especially during a time when such messages of acceptance and joy are more important than ever.